You’ll be glad to know for the first time in quite a while, I have come up for some air and I’m working on bringing some much needed calm back into my world.
But, reflecting back on this year and all that has happened, it is hard not to feel overwhelmed. And a little mad at you.
You have hurt me.
You have put me through a lot of pain and discomfort.
At times, it felt like you had turned your back on me, more than once.
You seem to enjoy turning my life upside down.
But after some thinking, I have decided to give you another chance.
I am putting my trust back in you again.
I am tired of fighting it.
I am tired of trying to change the course to fit my desired outcome.
You have your plan.
And I can’t avoid it. Or resist it.
Instead, I have to learn to dance with you.
Allow your wisdom to flow through me and guide me even further towards my highest self.
And allow your lessons to transform me.
Thank you for the discomfort.
Thank you for the pain.
I’m sure there is plenty more to come.
Which means there will also be even more growth, happiness, joy, wisdom, divinity, peace and love too.
Because without discomfort, there is no growth.
And without pain, there is no peace.
Which means, I will always learn to forgive you.
Because you keep on showing up.